Saturday, May 30, 2015

Crossing the Border pt.ii

I looked into the ojos of the man
with half an arm.
Mira.
And the oceans within them roared;
foam topped waves frothed
in the dark brown irises.
And I could not keep from going overboard.
And I was swept out to sea.
And I had no raft, 
no life jacket,
but only two hands 
in the waters of him who had none.
And I struggled in his ocean swells.
I kicked and paddled
and felt my arms growing weak
in the waters of him whose half-arm 
does the work of two.
And I began to choke
as the waves broke 
over my head.
And I gasped for breath.
And the waves were breaking me in bits.
And biting at my fingertips, 
was the memory of the dragon.
And I was sinking.
And I used all my voice
in the waters of him who had no voice
and I cried out, "my God, my God,
why have you forsaken me?!"
And He answered in waves and breakers
that rolled over me.
"My God, my God,
why are You so far from helping me?!"
And His voice was in the roar of the waters.
And there was silence.
And darkness was on the face of the deep.
And I was lost in the unfathomable depths.
And as I sank, I dreamed, 
"let there be light!"
And there was evening,
on the first day.
And there was morning.
And I was washed up on the shore
of another world.
And I awoke on the beaches 
of the subconscious
of the man who has half an arm.
And the sun of this world 
was gray and wounded;
limping along the horizon.
And I looked, and behold,
in the pale light,
there were outlines and shadows,
by the thousands,
copies of the man who had half an arm.
And they were formless and void.
And I said, "are these the children of the man?"
And the waters roared and said,
"These are the dreams of the man.
And all dreams begin as children.
And the children have come to birth, 
but there was no strength to bring them forth."
And all of the children had two arms.
And as I was looking, 
the image of the children was superimposed
on the man who had half an arm,
and I couldn't tell which was which.
And now there was only a man
with his two arms,
for the two is greater than the half,
and he was clothed in his dreams.
And all this happened as I was in my coche.
And all this happened while I was looking 
into the ojos of the man with two arms.
And I heard the roar of the oceans.
And I felt the violence of the waves.
And I saw the sands of the shores,
and the pale light just hanging on,
and the thousands of two-armed children
waiting to take shape.
And the waters
and their thousands of voices
resounded in concert,
"we are still here,
estoy aqui siempre!
If only there was strength for the birth.
Share your strength,
strength to bring us forth!"


Crossing the Border pt.i

From my coche,
I saw a man,
with half an arm.
He had battled a great dragon.
And the dragon said,
“I will feast on your anger or your arms.”
And the man was unwilling
to nourish the beast with his wrath.
And the dragon began to gnaw
on the tips of his fingers.
And the man raged on the dragon,
kicking at his throat.
And the dragon bit the man’s wrists
and the blood flowed,
both the man’s and the dragons.
And the dragon struck and missed
but ripped off the man’s shirt
and struck again, this time
locking onto the man’s shoulder
and his scales glimmered in the light.
The powerful neck thrashed and the jaw snapped
and one arm was no more.
And the man recoiled
and kicked the throat and broke a few scales
and the blood ran down the dragon's neck.
And the dragon snapped his teeth into the remaining elbow
and jerked his head back 
and came away with half an arm in his mouth.
And the man’s blood ran over the dragon’s lips,
and mixed with the dragon’s blood
as it ran down his neck.
Then the man crouched down and leapt at the dragon
and clung to it’s neck with his half-arm
and bit at the place 
where the scales were broken.
And the dragon trashed his neck
but was unable to shake the man
who kept biting,
and the dragon’s blood kept flowing.
So the dragon spread his wings 
and shot up into the sky,
the man still biting, 
the man still clinging 
with half an arm.
And the dragon flew straight up, 
higher and higher until the streets were no longer recognizable
and the air thinned and the man struggled for breath
and his half-arm was weakened
and eventually he lost his grip on the bloody neck
and fell back to earth, 
slipping out of consciousness.
The streets came into view 
and the man was asleep
and the man smashed into the ground but he was already asleep.
His wounds were cauterized on the burning pavement.
He awoke with no shirt and his half-arm.
He raged but there was no dragon.
He kicked at the air but there was no throat.
He bit at the car tires but never drew blood.
In the confusion, he raged even more
and wore himself out.
And he grew weak 
and the air thinned
and eventually he lost his grip 
on the bloody reality.
And he fell back, deep into himself, slipping out of sanity.
The streets came into view 
but the man is asleep
and he never said a word.